I feel really mixed right now. It feels like there is no progress being made at all, like I'm constantly running on a treadmill with a piece of cake attached to a wall in front of me. The more issues I fix, the more of them appear on the same spot.

Yeah yeah I do remember saying that I'm making progress. I actually do. Although, the amount of dullness I receive after fixing something just to encounter another incompatibility or fatal issue that requires another rewrite of a whole thing... This is just too much. What I truly get the joy from is making the lore. Molding the world, connecting bits and pieces together, creating gameplay mechanics and innovating in some sorts. And all I do for the past months is redo-ing everything. I am overwhelmed and I don't know what to do by now. I never took any courses, never made any side projects, never had a proper education and my whole childhood was told that in order to achieve something I have to do what others do and nothing more.

Perhaps, this was a bit too much to handle and I underestimated the amount of work required to shape the whole website. There is just too much things to think of, from secure login system and proper layout of the elements on every browser and device, to color palettes and downscaling images when they appear small on screen. My workflow, my approach, my patience and focus, they are completely screwed and I need something to do with all of them. When I'll figure them out, it'll be announced here, in the news (diary) feed.

Morning, my friends! Yes, I am still working on the website. No, it is not abandoned. I am finally making progress built on new, rewritten parts of code. Fixing what's broken provides me with my daily serotonin requirements. Seing how parts of the web app come back to life after months of decline truly fills me with unfathomable amounts of determination.

Almost 0 users reported that "offline" status display is broken in displaying dates. For some reason I thought it would be a good idea to use current date and time, instead of user's last action date.

Recently I've been playing an exessive amount of OpenTTD. Darn. I wasn't productive at all. Now though!! I am...... productive......

I am finally doing some steps towards improvement. Right now I rewrite every function there is to use AJAX instead of endless redirections. The flexibility of this method will be much more supperior, this will be the perfect approach for the web app like this.

Also I'm trying to sprinkle tiny bits of lore here and there. I have tons of ideas in that regard, most of them are inspired by many media pieces. It will not be a total plagiarism though, I will try my best to make the world as unique and atmospheric as possible. I want to turn this game into truly masochistic experience. Many of the big gameplay parts and mechanics will not be even accessible by the majority because of that. Even finally earning just 100 dollars must feel like a huge milestone achievement.

you think i was joking in the previous post?